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Hee hath walled about mee that I can not
get out, and laded mee with chaines.
Though I cry and shout aloud, hee shutteth
up my prayer.
Hee hath walled up my wayes with hewn
stone and perverted my pathes.

         Daleth adore there is no [illegible] ^Eccl:12^

         unto God nor entrance for fear

         
         This pulls him back and puts him

         out of the way, and makes him 

         lye without doores. 

         
         God makes him now his mark

         and is bent against him. 

A bear lyeing in wait is hee to me and as a
lion in his den. JS: 35.
Hee turneth aside my wayes and dis[illegible]eth
mee, and makes mee desolate.
Hee hath bent his bow and set mee as a mark
for an arrow.

         He behold how remarkable hee

         is strooken at hart. PS: 11.34.

         
         with skornfull reproach, Cor: 4. 

         
         and bitter taunts PS: 11: 64. 

Hee hath sent into my raynes the shafts of
his quiver.
I am a laughing stock upon all my people,
and their song every day.
Hee hath given mee my fill of bitterness
and wormed to drink.

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         Vav a hook pin or nail vav con

         trarian, all his holding is dessolued, and 

         first his teeth be bra pro: 20 PS: 102. 

        
        Hee hath no peace nor pleasure

         to hold him together. Eccl: 12. 

        
        Hee hath no hope them ^for this case^ all is dis-

        troyed, disagreeing, displeasing & 

        broken in pieces and in despair and desperat. 

And hee hath broken my teeth with gravill
as hee cast mee groveling in ashes.
And my soul is banished from peace and
I have forgotten plesure.
And I sayd my induring is ended, and my
hope from the Everlasting [symbol]

        Zain to hear or perceive to think

        upon his Experience what it sayes

        his bitter taste of Idolatry. 

        
        and what hee perceives by by patience

        PS: 42. after tribulation. Rom: 5.

        
        for thes bring the best understanding and

        the surest hope, and quietest rest, and

        harts ease. Jer: 23. 

Remember my Affliction and my bitternes, wormwood
and gall.
Remember stiff how my soul is Assembled for me.
This I lay to my hart for all my hope.

        Cheth to break: that gods mercyes

        are in finit: and perpetuall and of all 

        continuance & never interrupted. 

       PS: 106.107.136.102.^89^. and his religion

        everlasting.